cRaZzy pArt of My cOmpaNy

sHittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this blogspot & the streamyx are really sucks!!!!
twice! twice i typed my blog and saved it,
it just gone like that.....
is the internet and keyboard so useful to us or just making us lazy and angry???!!!!
really exploded alrdy....after a whole day or tiring working in office (which i called this tired becoz i normally wont wake up so early and do so many works in a day >.<) anyway, in this post i just wish to share with my frens who wants to know more about my life during the internship and with my colleagues... Now, let's have a look on the pictures xD i want to thx especially to kok leong, tania, ravi, rovanica, lemen and jefree for caring of me in the office and all.....without they all, i think my interns life will be boring and dull....^^ besides, of coz i cannot left out my dear bf....he had taken care of me the whole nite and i want to thx him for all that he did...thank you so much my dear and i love u so much!! ^^

The 3rd DAY

Today, the schedule was still as usual...calling up companies for the Korean investment opening event. Even there are rude companies' secretaries & operators, i think i did learned something in my life...at least that i never know what's going and will be alike in a company but now i started to knew it one by one...live with less complain and more appreciation will be happier and easier rite?? haha...i am keep learning in my life...its really useful to fresh graduates or interns student like us...i feel luckier than those students from some private universities because they dun have the chance to do it as we UTARIAN did. if anyone of you all who reading my blog is an UTARIAN, actually we are lucky nia ^^

Today is FAXING DAY

walao ei, make frens with my company's faxing machine since today around 10am until 5.50pm. i did a 13 pages list of companies faxing for sponsorship of my company's annual dinner...what the f... god must be kidding me nia...in uni, we also must be multitasking for the assignments, now in internship, we also be multitasking staffs...i do have my own main project to do, but in other way, i am being a faxing machine, receptionist and 'da zap' too....only one thinking in my mind, fulfill all the works given by the permanents to get a good grade >.< wish me have lucks ler. 2mr will be a receptionist day too...

1st WORKING DAY

Today 26th May, is my ever 1st time working officially. well, its a training anyway xD. In a day, i felt myself was so numb and know nothing in office...hahaha. Of course there are funny incidents happened. At first, i got an introduction to every staffs of the company. However, i admit i cant remember all their names anyway....lolz. When i still worrying of how am i gonna do if i cant remember exactly what's their names, reality situations made me knew it...haha. i was being an assistant receptionist as most of the interns will do in their respected companies. i have to answer calls and pass the calls to them, i learn their names through that...and mistakes were did by me too =p. Very fortunately, my colleagues are nice to me...(maybe its 1st day >.<). i dun even know where is the button at the reception table to unlock the main door for people to come in....hahaha. Moreover, i even hung people's phone call while passing the call to my colleague because i pressed the wrong button when i wan to connect back the line and ask about where's the call from...lolz. But, i believes mistakes made me better ^^v (hope it wont be an excuses...lalala). yea, well....i am quite tiring now and wana have an sweet and nice rest for tomorrow's works....wish me all da best ya dude @@

nightmar3 is ov3r

yoohoo...finally the exam nightmare is gone...applause!!!
now finally i can enjoy without stress and prepare myself for the first time working in mass comm industry...even though i knew it maybe not so related to my course as i expected earlier...however, it would definitely an precious experience for me...so wait for me ya...Bluedale!!

第四张纸

丫呼。。。
第四张耶。。。
也是最后第二张了。。。。
求神保佑我啦！
^-^

第三张纸

呀呼。。。
终于考完第三张了。。
还有两张。。。
已经没什么冲劲了。。。
糟糕！！ 〉。〈
哎。。。
还是要完成我的使命的嘛。。。
祝我好运啦！！

卫兰

哇！！！

明天就是卫兰的演唱会嘞。。。

Y-Y

我没有份去。。。

好可惜啊！！！！

我好想好想去呐。。。

really love her lotz....xD

灰色的心

心，
现在是灰色的。
为什么，
为什么要这样。。
是不是我不该投入。。
不该把感情都给你。。
我还记得，
之前的我，
现在的我，
原来你偏偏喜欢当初的我。
一个不顾你的感受；
只为开心的我。
然而，
现在，
一个会不舍得你；
一个希望你会常伴左右；
一个会吃醋的我，
你却很不喜欢！！！
你不喜欢我说你像别人，
那你也一样让我心碎。。
难道有不一样吗？

吵，
你会跟我吵。
我不能接受。。
我是野蛮，
我就是这样的。
我就是许雅筠。
不相信我就。。罢了！！
一个倔强，又脆弱的，
就是我！！

我不需要可怜！！！

midnit3 lif3 ~.~

the look of m3 while conc3ntrating

can i say don't want to the midnite life??

yaya!!! of coz i can...

u think i midnite study ar??

hahaha....

most of the time is playing sdo & watch drama...

lolz..(however will curi tengok abit of the notes geh xD)

better don't want lor....

because all my pimples also 'pop out' already....

makes my mood not good....

wuahahah xD

(now alrdy 2.15pm, and i am waiting for my beloved 'daddy-cow' to pack me my lunch)

what a funny incident,

his pc's power supply was taken by the 'thunder' last week

just a couple of days after our lovely modem was broken by the same 'adorable' thunder

hahaha....

and yesterday he went genting with KC, wei chen, yafu, chenghui them

to get back his power supply from uncle lim's son

lolz.....

lucky him xD

我们也有大头贴。。

哈哈哈。。。

KC， 快快看！！

还比你的热闹呐。。。

全家福。。。^-^

第二张纸

第二张，
终于在两天前完了。。
有点担心，
本以为里面的数学题，
我一定要拿满分的。
谁知道，
考试当时我竟然忘了一点小步骤。。
kanasai..怎么办好呢？
到最后还是想不起。。
只好硬着头皮交了。。
哈哈哈。。。
4 credit hours 呐。。
一定要把握拿高分一点呐！！
所以，
当天我就跟我男朋友去了神庙拜拜。。
lolz...不是迷信啦。
我可是身负重任的。。
代表我‘全家’去求姻缘啦！学业啦！平安啦！
^-^
虽然我不是很会拜拜，
可是我也会礼貌醬鞠个躬，合上十子，拜拜一下下。。。
哈哈。。。
希望神灵保佑哦！！
但也是要靠自己了啦， 朋友们！！！

y3ar 1 assignm3nts

after reading through few blog of my friends in uni, i found out that they like to post up the assignments done before...i will be thinking, issit so memorable of those artworks for them or just simply post it for the sake of post...haha..i guess the reason why i think so is because i din contribute much in the design part and thus it is not so memorable to me than they did...anyway, i do have assignments that is really memorable to me until now..thats my first sem assignment on coke tvc. it is done by me, lili, chugin and ah boy...we do enjoy the process of doing it, at least i feel so...xD and we did get appraised by lecturer...it would be sth i shud be proud of in my life but sadly when the day lecturer praise us, i am not there...coz i skipped class xD
here, i am posting it for my blog viewers to enjoy and share..."Don't worry, Be happy"

the print ads

1st Teaser

2nd Teaser

3rd ad

p/s: i like it not only because it is praised by lecturer. it is because the spirit of teamwork and the concept of the advertisement. " it is about how u think, different perception will have different views".

第一张纸

第一张，
验证了，
输，就要输得彻底。
求神拜佛，
让我拿个B回来。
惨了，
该怎么跟妈妈说呢？
自己给自己的压力是可以死人的。。。

午夜的心声

温习中，
请别打扰。
可是，读的又能够记得吗？
别自欺欺人啦！
30% 吧！
至少，还能自我安慰一下下。
哈哈哈。。。
每当午夜来了，
心情总会额外清晰，
也会比较感性。
我想念。。
我怀念。。。
我希望我能无拘无束地。。。
做我想要的。。
往往，
人总是身不由己。
自己的傲慢，家人的期待，社会的眼光，
我们，就是不能离开这些。
赢，就要赢得漂亮。
输，就要输得彻底。
待在赢跟输之间的我，
在挣扎着生存。

现在，
饿了，
你在哪里？
想和你去吃，
想和你去吹风，
想抱你一下。
为什么，
我就是连酱小的事情都想依赖。。
习惯依赖，
所以不想改变，
却又怕失去时，
跌得很痛。
如今，
我依然自我，
依赖着。。。
学不会长大。。。

eXaM Tim3~~

today already sunday lor...i still blur blur with my final exam...duno why the older i grew, the lazier i am on study liao...just wish to find money..haha! i cant accept myself to have low marks in study...maybe thats y i dun like exam now d...dun wish to face the truth...but anyway, i knew it was my fault...everything is did by ourself de...we decide our future. ^-^ however, just GAMBATEH to myself and all my beloved frens bah....god bless us!!! xD

珍惜

珍惜

到底是怎样的呢？

很多人都口口声声地说，

“我有珍惜啊！”

可是，仔细想一想，

原来我们都不会珍惜身边所拥有的。

读着我的blog的你，

也许会心里暗暗不同意我的想法。

没关系啊！

我也是写爽的，

哈哈哈 ^-^

我没欠揍了啦！

要学会珍惜，

做人才会开心吖。

换个角度，

所有事情都会不一样了。

试试看，

当你在埋怨时，

想一想，

谢谢那些对不起或伤了你的人，

因为他们，

你拥有了更多，

你或许发现了真正的友情/爱情，

你学会了课本里学不到的，

算一下，

你拥有的不是更多吗？

你生气，他们又不会少块肉。

对不对？

其实，我写酱多废话，

都是因为我身边有很多值得我去珍惜的，

我的家人，我的男朋友，我的朋友

都是我生命里重要的人，

我会学着珍惜，

希望，你们也会。

开开心心的每一天 ^-^

low cost labor...is M3!!!!

damn it pc fair...basic already low summore commision so little...this 2 days have been tiring of working at pc fairs. its my first time experience on that but i just felt we promoters are low cost labors....with around 80 staffs to gather all under one booth, u really can have the experience of "the strongest survive"....u have to grab sales just for that little commision. with whole lot of messy procedures, just for that damn it 5 bucks!!! not even enough for u to have a proper meal with drinks since the location is so "high class"----KLCC "really a nice place huh..."Y-Y haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....since 2mr is the last day, so i still have to sleep early to9 and get up early in the morning...taking lrt is not a nice trip ya...maybe i just not use to work in some people's perception....childish in some sense of it...i just felt....helpless...cruelty world...god pls help me to grow up!!! dunwan this kind of stupid me T-T

爱情是不可以算计的

在同事和朋友中，许多是劝我不嫁的——理由是他有什么好？除了看上去四肢健全，五官端正，还有什么别的明显的优点吗？工作一般般，没有房子，没有存款，没有车，而且在短期内看不到唾手可得的升值前景，你疯了吗？
　　我没疯，我只是想嫁人想疯了。与他的劣势资源相比，我的那些优势资源其实并不能算是优势。我的学历比他高，硕士研究生毕业，但高学历对于要找老公的女人来说，算优势吗？
　　浪漫不属于我们，我们的结婚喜宴差得我都不愿意回顾。住在一间半地下室里，夏天只要下雨，我们家就顿成泽国。记得有一天，我一觉醒来，发现我所有的书、甚至结婚证全都漂在水面上。我的房子小到只能摆一张大床和一个电脑桌，最小号的那种。
　　我给老公电话，才说一句就哭了。他火速到家，挽起裤腿就铲水，还对我说：“你就在床上呆着，别沾水了。”有他这一句话，我就不哭了，心里刹那间变得亮堂和欢喜起来。
　　很快我就走了狗屎运——提职加薪出书挣钱，日子变得轻快起来。我们买了车，在郊区有了房，我开始喜欢大手大脚地花钱，但他却不习惯。但是我花的钱是我自己挣的，他能说什么吗？不能，既然不能就只好闷在心里，闷得时间久了，夫妻间的感情就生疏了。
　　人们更加认为他不配我，说我亏——我还年轻，而且眼看着就要更名利双收，我的一本书在畅销排行榜上待了3个月，而且居然还有男性追求者，哭着喊着要和我交往。他更加沉默，把更多的时间花在工作上，那是一份平凡而艰辛的工作，我在电脑上劈里啪啦打一阵子，挣的钱就赶上他忙几个星期的了。
　　再再然后，忽然所有的人都说我配不上他了——男人是厚积薄发的，他开始走狗屎运，甚至有一天他对我说。他准备去香港，他在他们公司的网站上看到一则招募海外员工的广告，他比照自己的条件，而且打了电话，说只要他这样的，报名就能批——在海外工作，一年的钱比国内两年的还要多。唯一的要求是不能带家属，而且一签最少是5年到8年。中间可以探家。
　　我沉默了。
　　然后是我们都忙，他忙他的，我忙我的，忙到有一天我一阵眩晕——我得了一种罕见的危及生命的肿瘤。
　　在我治疗期间的一天，他等在拥挤不堪的医院走廊里，假装在看一张报纸，但是我看到他的眼泪早已经把报纸打湿。他有半年的时间没有工作，我们靠积蓄和出租房屋为生，双双住在我母亲家。命运仿佛跟我开了一个无比残酷的玩笑——我刹那间失去一切。没有男人会爱我这样的女人，不再年轻，失去健康，丧失工作能力，但是我想活下去，我对他说：“我想活下去。”他看着我，说：“你一定要活下去，要活到很老很老，否则你对不起我，对不起我什么都不干陪着你。”
　　以前我以为没有体面的生活，没有完美的职业，甚至没有众多的爱，我就活不下去。现在我才知道，事情不是这样的，我可以不买衣服，不化妆，不喝咖啡，但是我要活下去。我就这样苟延残喘着。每当他和我一起出现在医院的走廊，我都能感受到周围的目光——那目光中除了有对我的怜悯，还有对他的同情，我知道人们认为他娶了我，亏了。
　　我问他，是不是觉得自己亏了，是不是想一走了之？他点头。我大怒，眼睛中泪光点点，我对他说，难道你不娶我，娶别的女人，她就一定不生病吗？就算她不生病，你能保证自己一辈子身体健康不需要别人照顾？生命是需要相互依存的，不能说今天我年轻漂亮，你年少多金，我们在一起就是般配的，明天我有个天灾人祸，或者你有个三长两短，我们就是谁亏了谁，谁欠了谁。如果是这样，感情还有什么价值？人的一生长着呢，起起落落，哪有那么多便宜的事全让你赶上？
　　他愣住转而笑了，说：“我也是这么想。本来我还以为我多高尚，在你危难之际肯留下来陪你，让你这么一说，好像我不这么做，反倒有些天理难容了。”
　　其实，我知道和我现在相比，他当然更爱我的年轻时代，那个时候我才华横溢，健康充满活力。但是，什么叫爱？如果爱就是截取一个人生命中最灿烂的时光，之后再去寻找新的灿烂，那叫爱吗？
　　现在，我出了院继续正常的生活。但我常常想，如果没有这场灾难，也许我和他早已劳燕分飞，因为我们已经没有在一起的理由了——他去香港可以拿到双倍的薪水，而我也可以像时尚杂志中的单身贵妇一样再寻寻觅觅，找一个配得上我身份和收入的男人。但是命运不是这样安排的，它让我懂得生活远不是一场投资游戏，你甚至永远无法知道什么样的男人是配得上你的，因为你不知道命运对你的安排——它可以瞬间使你失去一切，使你没有任何谈判地位，使你配不上任何人，只要那个人四肢健全五官端正。
　　我是直到那一刻，付出沉重的不能再沉重的代价，才知道真爱是不可以算计的。如果一个人爱你，他（她）必须爱你的生命，否则，那不叫爱，那叫“醒时同交欢，醉后各分散”，那种爱，虽然时尚，虽然轻快，但是毫无价值，因为你只要如日中天一帆风顺，那种爱就比比皆是俯首可得，就像如果你银行里有几个亿的现金，全世界所有的珠宝商都会为你提供最优质的服务。但是你千万不要破产——如果你破产，哪怕是生意上遇到最小的麻烦，你都会看到最职业的拒绝，依然对你微笑，但是绝对不会再给提供任何服务——他最多是对你说：“我们相信你有一天一定会再成为我们的客户。”
　　爱与生命一样，需要我们的珍惜和耐心。有的时候，你必须坚持，忍受一些不得不忍受的痛苦，然后你才有可能感受到生命的喜悦和爱的美好，我真的不希望你像我一样，在付出那么大那么多代价以后，才懂得这一点。